and the secrecy has ended.
have moved to : http://prityfly.blogspot.com/

Sometimes I find myself sittin’ back and reminiscing

Especially when I have to watch other people kissin’

And I remember when you started callin’ me your miss’s

All the play fightin’, all the flirtatious disses

I’d tell you sad stories about my childhood

I don’t why I trusted you but I knew that I could

We’d spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt

I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

The littlest things that take me there

I know it sounds lame but its so true

I know its not right, but it seems unfair

That the things are reminding me of you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend

Even if only for one weekend

So come on, Tell meIs this the end?

Drinkin’ tea in bedWatching DVD’s

When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines

You take me out shopping and all we’d buy is trainers

As if we ever needed anything to entertain us

the first time that you introduced me to your friends

and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand

when I was feeling down, you made that face you do

There’s no one in the world that could replace you

This song summarizes alot of what im feeling now.
Oh dear you, we have 12 days left.

I need to be stronger.

i am not abandoning this,
i just feel i cant talk much in here,

leave a comment if ur interested in my so called life.
haha. i bet if xiaxue finds my blog, she’ll mark me as one of the worse, gross, lamest or whatever it is in this blogging industry.

I have deleted my 3 previous entries not because i regret what i said but because of some people’s big mouth.

Do you know the feeling of wanting to say so much things but you know that people would talk & talk and talk. im not xiaxue who’s not scared of anything or anyone and i admire her for that.

i feel like having my own personal space where i can post ugly pictures, say ugly things, say mean things about people and say fucked up things without being judged.

it just means that I am not strong, and there’s something wrong with me?
haha. whatever

I admit that I am more conscious than I was before. I admit that I shop alot because I want to get all things that are pretty and want them on me. I admit I want to look pretty because I admit that I am not pretty. Lets not even go to beautiful. I admit that make-up, cosmetics or any of that sort does not mean pretty. I admit that I’ve stopped collecting stickers and stationaries because i think I’m older now. Thus, I want to admit that this is what i collect now..

I admit I am quite boring and not colorful enough

2 weeks.
I survived 2 weeks of intensive classes but still, im not sure if i’ll A’s my assignment and exam. Its a must that I get A because we (classmates) cant have any grades below C. Thats the new rule. If not, I will go Bye Bye and Die.

4 weeks
I did 4 weeks of intensive GSS (shopping). Thats how much i contribute to this damn society. Hoho.

1 week
Is how much I have to study for Fridays exam and Friday’s deadline for assignment.

Lifetime
Is how much I will love keith.
I have so many questions in my mind. Sometimes, I even cry because I am so scared of what might happen to us. But everytime I ask him all these.. his answers would be so worth it. It may not be firm but its assuring.

I know I complain alot. I know I have so many things to say but i do it all for the fact that I want to be assured of my future.

I love keith not because of what most of you think. I love keith because of all the things that we gone through. Ohh yea.. you just dont know how much we’ve gone through. And because I know that even if someone else comes along, I will still stay and continue to love keith. Dont believe? Not my problem la.

I am still going oooo ooo gah gah over the face shop but because I’ve bought the whole shop already.. What else could I possibly do but go back and re-stock or wait for new arrivals.

I is happy. I should always be

I have become a loyal buyer of The Face Shop.
From Today onwards I will be using their products.
(:

All my Buys from the GSS

Two Sided Nail Buffer, Scented Emery Board (strawberyy)
Left to Right
Nail Base Coat, Nail Top Coat, Strawberry Fragrant Nail Color Remover, Nail Polish in BR804 and PP403

( my review: i love the buffer because its not too harsh on my nails and its doesnt give the hot and pain feeling, I LOVE the nail polishes and its damn cheap. The best of the nail care buy is the Nail polish remover ; i hate np removers that stinks my whole room but this np remover gives off strawberry smell. )

Fruit Jelly Tube in PP402

(my review: love the smell and the colour, its not heavy on the lips, its doenst give you that chunky goowy feeling)

 Black Label Eye Shadow in 01 Snow white, Stick Eye Shadow in 01 White, Automatic Shimmer Liner Pencil in White, Jewel Effect Duo  04 in Blue, Jewel Effect Duo 06 in Brown, Color Nuance Green Eye Shadow in GR502, Eye Liner Sharpener

(my review: i love the white eye liner, the black label eye shadow is more for a base eye shadow and the stick is more for highlighting. It stayed on from morning till the next day and no smudges)

Clear Matte Compact Powder NB21, Herb Day Cleansing Wipes, Brightening rice water Cleansing Foam, Su Hyang Snow Balancing Liquid Moisturiser, Silky Make up base 02 in light purple

(my review: i use the cleansing wipes more like a make up remover, it didnt give me the stingy feeling and it smells damn good, the moisturiser is super good as well, the cleansing foam is not too harsh and it gives me a fresh feeling after washing)

Keratin Intensive Conditioner – Damaged Hair Care

(my review: the conditioner leaves you a softer and less frizzy effect and it smells damn good)

Eye Shadow Brush and Cotton Swabs

(my reviews: i like how soft the brush is and how the cotton swabs could be used to blend my eye shadows)

the rest of the products that i didnt give a review on means that i havent tried it yet

i’ve got my com back.
im so happy.

but i dont have my samsung downloader, itunes and PHOTOCHOP.
i need to photochop my self befor i vomit out pictures.

its my 1st day of class today. and i swear that its an all girls class.
tsk tsk. 
class is  so boring
but its $1k to take sup paper so I CANT FAIL.
i cant miss any shit and i need to study everything when i get home. 

i really regret not applying to driving school.
now i take bus and not waste $20 for cab everyday. thats $100 a week ya noe!!!
i even say no to shopping just because i feel that ive given away much money for the week.

but but but.. i really need to buy bottoms for school.
and my weekly impulse buying of eye shadows or lip gloss or whatever ever.

Did I mention that class is such a -.-
no motivations at all.

i cant wait to start school.
i feel such a bum.
i love keith to the undying maxxxx
i spent hundreds and hundreds of money for the GSS.
bought more bags and clothes and shoes.
i have a flu and a slight cough
i sound funny because of it

THE FACE SHOP is my new hot spot.
love their products yo.
im an instant vip

i love keith to the undying max
and i will forever do

p.s.
i knw tt this site is a word vomit
but dont ya worry, i’ll post pictures when my laptops fixed.

kim for the win!
 

sorry for being MIA
my laptop is dead and will only be fixed sometime next week. sucks sucks sucks

im back to school on 18 june and its making me excited.
its cool that they’ll send me to oklahoma for 3 weeks.

been camping at keiths and been shopping.
I bought 3 bags, 1 pair of shoe, 2 tops, 1 dress last week from the GSS.

i only have one week left to sleep and slack.
and to spend time with him as much as i could